Hello... people.
I think I am fading away.
How I long for someone who really
understand and care..
And I know there isn't anyone there who can.
Everytime I am
hurt, I try to think that I will grow stronger.
And put on a fake smile...
But I have to admit that there's this growing loneliness in me..
And probably I will just
die off one day.
I guess its
stupid???
Trying to make people
happy, when all that comes out was nothing..?
I think its
stupid???
Crying...when I know that there are other people in a much more worst condition than me.
And I wonder why am I actually doing all this?
And I wonder why am I actually living?
Then I found no answer.
I complaint to one of my
closest friend before,
"
wa.. so sian... wad u normally do?"and he said,
"
juz do wad u can do lor.. wad else we can do?"
save people.
we can save people.
I want to save people !
I know I cannot save anyone though.
Because I have a
sucky attitude,
a
yucky personality,
and a
fishin' appearance.
Arsghs...
Now I am a
prisoner.
Not only is my body locked in,
But I have to lock away my
heart too!
When...when I just..try..so hard
to help them..
in the end..
I made
everyone suffer..
im so useless.Dying once is enough,
Dying twice is MORE than enough..
dying thrice?..
Nope.
I need to be the
[][][] for other people.
But everybody will be sad too,
and now I am at the edge of the hill,
below awaits a pool of sadness
And once I drop in,
I will sink into death forever.!
So now,
all I got is
you...
hold me.. or let me go..
im afraid if you hold me.. you'd fall too..
let me go.. probably it would do you good.
thank you for those people who were there for me..
especially really really great friends..
thank you.
all pictures were taken from deviantart
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Welcome to
momo's blog. :]
Hahhahs. I guess you already know who I am-
But keep guessing!
I'd probably tell you who I am on my next birthday. [laughs]
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